Showing posts with label rebirth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rebirth. Show all posts

Friday, May 9, 2014

the goddess of beltane

the sun sinks into crimson 
burning her aching heart
like a Rothko painting 
the ombre bleeds
down to her soul
which is yearning 
for meaning and purpose
but deeper still
love

is she a fool to think
that it's possible to have
passion in her life?

When she was a fair 
maiden celebrating Beltane
she moved like fire dancers
to the beating of her own heart
she flowed instinctually
never questioning herself
never doubting 
she trusted in mother earth's 
lavish bounty
never fearing the end or loss
there seemed to be an endless 
supply of love, passion 
heat

but the darker days of winter 
had derailed her innocence and naiveté
she no longer felt the fire burning within
she lost her way 

as she uncloaked her heavy armor
out of sheer necessity 
because it had proven 
to be impossible to bear
she surrendered her attachments
to her outcome
and this freed her 
to see the beauty that had never left her
she was only asleep
not dead
the depths of the ocean beat at her soul
wave after wave 
renewing her spirit
giving vision to the wild
magical terrain of her beautiful life

the universe drums the rhythm
back into her soul
and she is  born again
ready to take flight

Monday, November 26, 2012

the beginning

I am in the first trimester of my own birth.
A rebirth of my soul
feeling mix of elation and nausea
fear visits me at night when the darkness creeps in 
and I am alone
The doubts and judgements arise
Why am i doing this?
Why wasn't my old life enough?
I seemed to have it all
the family, security, beautiful house
blossoming career, a man that loves me
But still I felt there was a missing link
I was drowning in my life
my boundaries were indiscernible
my heart was being crushed by the weight of the world
something was calling me to wake up.......
I needed to go away and separate from the old life
strip away the layers and be vulnerable
Somewhere along the way I lost myself
I gave away my power and forgot my core essence
I was so busy caretaking and tending to everyone else's needs
that I allowed my own needs to be ignored

This opportunity for rebirth is awakening my truth
I ask myself who am I?
Where do I want to go?  
What gifts do I possess that I need to share with others?
I am finally allowing myself to be the dreamer of my dreams
We all deserve this opportunity
It is essential for every human in order to attain 
self fulfillment and connection with their highest self
Stop the merry go round of guilt and shoulds
and begin the journey back to the divine 
where love is the only thing that matters
Love is the driving force that will heal all wounds
Bringing peace which begins within each and every one 
and through attaining self joy 
we will radiate outwards and share our unique gifts 
inevitably changing the world for the better